hve big plans ahead.but things take an ugly turn. you die!!oh god u r in the ocean just enjointhe waves, the sun, te frnds, the beach, the sounds, the view, things couldn't be better.this is bliss!lif should be just like this. no worries no tension no parents arnd u to kp a check. the water is so soft. m just melting in it.n then suddenly i realise m not in control.welcome aboard Mr .. the ocean has taken over.it lulled u into its territory.now the water is in control. you r not.you try hard to get that bliss back.but u can't.you are losing control.you hear ur world coming crashing down and u realise u r drowning.no c'mon its a joke now isn't it this can't happen to ME. my frnds must be lookin for me.they must be tryin to get me out.i am just abt to be saved.i js have to hold it a bit longer.but no u can'tyou don't hv the time to hold on to anything now.why are'nt u being pulled out?why can't you see the shore anymore.why can't u breath properly.. why r u losing ur vision.your shouts are being strangulated before they are even born.things are bad. u realise.you are drowning.desperate measures.you try hard.you realise nobody is coming.its u against the countless drops.an ocean.the water that u drink daily is going to drink u for a change.
your feet and hands move rapidly.but nothing works.you don't give up. u fight. u fight had.but its just gonna drown u further.u will need to breath more.but there is no air to breath from.how u wish u could carry some in ur fist.just a breath more.only one.u realise the swetness of air.n suddenly wonder why is air called tasteless.. when its the sweetest thing in the world.the oxygen is called bliss...you can't hink anymore.what is it that u used to eat?f..oood oh god ur mind suddenly feels too heavy to be in ur head...it must be thrown. to make u lite.but oh god its going to stop functioningyour hands won't move.u try hard.every muscle in ur body trying to move.but no no.ur legs betray u.now they shout back at u.. u r gonna die u moron what do u need us for.so u realise ok now this is what death is like...i used to often wonder....................................................................................................................................................
last thought couldn't formulate.it died an unborn death. you are no more.you are dead!!
so how does it feel?? oh it doesn't actually.

you break away from invisible threads
its like u r on the verge of a fall
just a blink and you might be gone
i wonder what one thinks just before that
when you know its happening
things are not under control
you see you are losing yourselfand
you see the worls moving away
These are the final moments before you die

suddenly you realisewhat life was all about
all the puzzles and riddles that used to be so haunting
suddenly become meaningless
you crave for just a breath more
its like you are in an oceanbut still can't drink
you die of thirst
you crave for one more sound
no matter how harsh
no matter how soft
just a noise
even if its a clatter
you crave for justa sight more
that would be in a way a huge celebration
for you celerate life in just a second
you explode from withinwith emotions so strong
they distort your senses
it is then that you realise
all it takes is just a second to celebrate life.....